"She said: "Broken hearts are easy to hide. Broken hearts are easy to ignore. See, when you break your heart, nothing really breaks. Look at me, and look at you: 18, and dead - At 16 you were almost dead. Just sleep with me in my bed, and don’t say those things you said."
I Hate Myself is everything, man
I just wanted to say that I am very beautiful and talented and I’m going places
Things that are falling apart in my life:
My mental health
My physical health
I literally feel like dying and I want to be positive but when I was positive everything got spit back up in my face and I’m stuck and don’t know what I can do to be unstuck but I’ll keep trying until either I self-destruct or come out with a win.
To this day I still wish I could go to college full time and live in a different state and be able to really appreciate the seasons because I hate working full time and watching things come and go so fast and I hate community college and I hate people looking down on me for it but at the same time I’m really happy (sometimes) but I still envy these kids that really get to experience life before it’s taken away from you and you’re working full time for the rest of your life.