I'm Lauren and I'm a 20 year old artist from Connecticut. Asexual and cool as hell.

So I’ve been feeling really down in the dumps about myself and not confident and like a stranger trapped in someone else’s body and just kinda like everything I wear looks like poop and my hair is poop and my face is getting weird looking or something and I don’t think I’m the eyebrow queen anymore (it’s like I forgot how to fill them in without them looking fake) and like I’m trying so hard to switch up my style or something like for some reason I want big ripped high waisted mom jeans that I can roll up a little and wear my vans with????? I don’t know I picture it but then I realize my legs are too big to wear pants that are even bigger than them because then I would look obese and get made fun of by all the people who hate the fact that I exclusively wear high waisted things. Also I think because I’ve been working all summer and eating out all the time I’ve gained at least 10 pounds so that sucks and on top of that I want to cut my bangs off but I’m not sure how they looked on me?

This is very whiney ranting I know and I can’t find my actual physical diary so in my head tumblr is the next best thing because maybe I can get some feedback?

onlinegf:

to anyone who has seen my butt: you’re welcome

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if ur sad do not fear friend i am sending puppies to help u

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Date someone who meets you half way. Date someone who brings you a glass of water when they get themselves one. Date someone who makes sure you don’t spend money on ridiculous things. Date someone your ex hates and your mom loves. Date someone who’d rather spend a Friday night watching movies, than out with 50 people they barley even talk to. Date someone who sleeps on your chest and leaves a little puddle of drool. Don’t date someone who makes you leave oceans of tears.

Literally dying with an ulcer or something (I can’t sleep)

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