So I’ve been feeling really down in the dumps about myself and not confident and like a stranger trapped in someone else’s body and just kinda like everything I wear looks like poop and my hair is poop and my face is getting weird looking or something and I don’t think I’m the eyebrow queen anymore (it’s like I forgot how to fill them in without them looking fake) and like I’m trying so hard to switch up my style or something like for some reason I want big ripped high waisted mom jeans that I can roll up a little and wear my vans with????? I don’t know I picture it but then I realize my legs are too big to wear pants that are even bigger than them because then I would look obese and get made fun of by all the people who hate the fact that I exclusively wear high waisted things. Also I think because I’ve been working all summer and eating out all the time I’ve gained at least 10 pounds so that sucks and on top of that I want to cut my bangs off but I’m not sure how they looked on me?
This is very whiney ranting I know and I can’t find my actual physical diary so in my head tumblr is the next best thing because maybe I can get some feedback?
if ur sad do not fear friend i am sending puppies to help u
Literally dying with an ulcer or something (I can’t sleep)